Vorfinia

Always the Fear

There has been one memory that has never left my mind. From six years back now maybe a bit more. It fades from time to time but he still haunts my nightmares in fever dreams.
He said, he would make sure and fill my belly with a human child, to help breed out the pure blood elves. He said he would do it over and over, and if it was not his seed it would be the three peasant men that he had come next. He promised he would teach his son to rape his Mother just like he did.
shudders
He said too much out of those snarling lips. The chains he wielded I gave back to him in his own sparring dance. I thought I had him. But he was stronger than I was, then.
I remember the chains about my feet when I came to, lifting me high into the air. The table felt just under my shoulders and mid back. My arms drawn up and tightly locked within chains. Too tight to move more than six inches and never did he come in range. Nor did the others as they grapsed my thighs and pulled me to thier loins. They stood in the same spot, one after another til all four had spilled their seed deep inside me.

cringing as she writes her memories down.

His hands and his words were the most cruel and he taunted even as his cohorts plundered my tightness. Men some much bigger than an elf should accomadate rutting and grunting betwixt my thighs. Unable to stop them, unable to stop any of them.....

Closing my eyes I still can see the image of my rapist. Still taste the defeat and the salty tears. Still feel the calloused hands rough over my flesh, or even gentle which was worse, as if he would ever offer pleasure. Still smell the scent of leather, sweat, and man, too strong much too strong on this one.
My fear has a name, though it is not my only fear it is one of my greatest.

Scourge