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All my life I searched for an answer to a question. How could I live knowing it was my very creation that caused pain. I'm no love child born of some great, and pure divine love. No I'm Raina born of the rape of Sarah Williams by A Shadow Where None Should Be. And because of that I search for meaning. Stolen from my mother at the age of one I had no childhood so to speak. My father was my world, and before I found out how he betrayed me he was my life. My best friend, and erstwhile companion. But then I learned the truth and I ran. I ran as far as my legs could carry me, but in the end I came back home determined to somehow be different than the heir he made me.
To that effect I even made friends, granted they were few but still.
The darkness in me though could not be quieted, and I did things.... I don't regret them for regret has no place in my life. I just know I'd rather die than be like my mother a pet for every dark one in the realm. So I was there torn between the two worlds, certain I'd never love or feel any emotion.
Then I met him my downfall.... Lulach.... How his name still stings of betrayel in my mouth. He died killed himself, after kissing my sister Miris. My adopted sister, I have only two blood siblings Wynn son of Ebon my beloved brother, and Sterling son of Jareth.. |
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