My parents were never meant to be parents. That much is true, and because of that hey I was different. My mother Callie Emerson was diagonosed as bipolar with schizoid tendacies when she was 18, and she had me nine months later. Married to Hank Emerson they seemed to love me at first, but then things changed. Mom refused to take her meds claiming she was fine without them, but it was a lie. And they fought.. fought all the time. And then came the time when I was five and my mother tried to drown me. I still remember the water above my head, and my tears. SHe said she hadn't meant it, but she'd started to think I was the devil's child.  SHe went and got help, and I was almost hopefull. I had my sis Rach and my baby sis Laura to worry about. I thought she'd get better for us. And for a while she did, but then my father died when I was seven, and things changed forever. We were dumped on Nana's porch with a note saying she didnt want to be a mom anymore. And when she had Amy she left AMy there too. So there I was 8 years old playing the mother, Nana was old then and not in the best health. So I became my sister's savior, and protector. My childhood was gone, and in truth I never had one. I started cutting at 12, and then I became darker and darker. My body shrank in size till I was almost nothing. AT fifteen I was forced to go to a group home called horizons. A school for messed up kids. ANd it was there I made some poor choices. I went wild and I admit it I was crazy for it. SO crazy when Kass dared me to eat the shrooms I did, even though I ended up losing my virginity to Drew. There I was fifteen and pregant. And Drew and I got together beliving our love would survive the whore of his ex, but Drew couldn't overcome his past. And maybe I couldn't over come mine. My mother was still trying to get my sisters to live with her, and I knew it would kill them. So I tried to protect them. BUt I failed. Hope was born, and then as time goes on so did I. Meeting new people, and loving them. I graduated at 17 and started college a year before my peers. And worked as a jr counselor at Horizons.

I was so amazed when my cousin Harm graduated, but that amazement turned to terror as we were sucked in that water. And NOw I'm left to wonder where is my child, and praying she's safe as I try to survive this hell.
A year has passed.

I've grown older, and learned much.
It's time for new begginings
A new life.
Goodbye Drew
Goodbye Hope
I will always love you